MissJess Asked: Oh god do i have a brain tumor?

Wtf is going on??? its so annoying&scary?
I can't explain it and its happening more&more. I'm only currently awake bc I was woke from a dream. Its one am. I'm so annoyed bc I want to sleep. Today I've not felt well although I really haven't felt the greatest today it hit me around 4pm very tired& sick (headache/tummy) I laid down for a nap but had issues sleeping. So an hr ago I was struggling to sleep but must have fallen to sleep for a bit. I was having a strange dream. Couldn't explain it! Either way it was if I was pulled from the dream& wasn't to return bc I felt tapping on my bed. I felt it maybe 6 times (??) I felt myself trying to go back to sleep/maybe back into the dream I couldn't. I woke scared. I was even full awake when I felt it again. Its since stopped. I checked all around. My boyfriend (bc sometimes he moves/shakes) no not him. Even woke him to ask…nothing! Checked my son (he sleeps in our room) did he pull the sheet? No! Asleep/he can't reach. My cat? (No not in the room) turned my phone light on. Night light in! Hall light on. I'm freaked. Now. I've often woke 1am 2and 3am since I moved to this new apt. I've lived in the building awhile but new apt. I feel/see things and hate the dark now. I wake seeing shawdows/people etc. It scares me. I wake feared&waking my boyfriend. But this time I was awake when I felt it& I could hear the movement in my matress (it makes NO sense) I feel I'm losing my mind. I believe in god not a big believer in "astral projection" like in incidious (great movie) and ghost? Idk but somethings up? And to feel/hear while awake? Even the image of a mans head in COLOR it felt I was half awake. I don't feel I have nightmares but sometimes wake seeing things. Help!!! Its scary& also I want to sleep.

Ps: I do have anxiety have suffered in the past w depression. Had a few times right side face/tongue/roof of mouth went numb along with my arm. Went to the er they didn't find anything. Can't afford health insurance/for neu